Been a while hasn't it? Sorry about that. My lap top is having a hard time dealing with our crappy internet connection, and my phone isn't deal much better. I get better wifi at work than I do at home, pretty sad. (Yes. I'm typing this from work. Yes. I'm on my break)
Anyways. Main topic.
Hopefully, most of you know I'm Aromantic-Asexual. Meaning not only do I not feel sexual attraction, I also don't feel romantic attraction.
I've known (technically) for 5-6 years now. I just didn't have a name for it until 2 years ago.
Lately, I've felt very disconnected from most everyone. As much as I love reading and watching things about romance and sex, I don't enjoy it as much as I use too. I realised I would literally NEVER feel what everyone else does, I will never fall in love or anything. I can read about it, but I will never know what it personally feels like.
It's gotten me feeling kind of.... conflicted.
Like, I'm completely okay with not falling in love and never wanting sex. But, all the great and remembered stories are about people who have a romantic interest at some point.
And it makes me feel left out, and forgotten.
Idk. I'm okay with the way I feel, but also sad that I can't ever have that feeling I see people experiance all the time.
That's all for now. Have a great week/weedend and stuff. ♡☆♡☆♡☆